i've decided to turn back to this blog again 'cause recently i found myself needing something to write about my reflections of my life. since my livejournal is more of posting my stories-as for now is on hold due to a lack of and stuggling to find a muse- i've decided to revive this blog so that i'm able to write again. since i realize writing is something that can help me express my thoughts.

i would also wish to compare my thoughts from the first time i started blogging till the time now. i guess in a way i want to see how different i am from my past to the present. in a way, it helps me keep track of time.

a new year, a new school and a new bunch of friends. it's great to meet so many people learning about different personalities and knowing thier interests. and as we meet new friends, i realize i begin to lose the old ones too. sure we contact each other and meet up once in awhile, but the initial connection i used to feel seemed to dissapear.

life is currently a breeze, although occasionally i tend to freak out more often than not. during the holidays, i had this lazy syndrome where i wished to stay at home at all times. but i realize without human contact, i'm able to go 'nuts.' it becomes this spiral of thought you realize you're repeating to yourself and eventually you get bored.

i guess it's always good to socialize, meet friends stay close to other people, that way you assure yourself that you're still the same.

ah well, now that we're reaching a new year ahead and hopefully a new school as well, perhaps i'll learn somethings more, perhaps my perceptions of life will change. let's find out shall we?

p.s.: if anyone of you have a blog to recommend please feel free to leave a tag. it can be yours, it can be your friends or even a celebrity. don't hesitate! i'll be putting up links soon.